Distinguishable

Ain't gonna front. I genuinely miss...everything. 

As do I. </3

"Things will stay the same and you go to the sleep at night knowing things will never change. Wake up in the morning and you feeling kinda strange. Don’t remember last night so you back at it again. Turn back up your music, put back on your chains, fasten on your watch, and slide on your all reins. Put back on your glasses that block out out all the pain, hit your niggas on the phone and tell’em that it’s on." 

- Lupe Fiasco

Word vomit. 

We have the tendency to grow attached to those we care about the most but eventually, that closeness starts to fade away then diminish into the deep crevasses of our mind. You’re so caught up in the past, the present catches up to you and within an instant, you’ve lost what took you years to build, obliterated in less than 24 hours. It’s disheartening because it’s as if my heart turned cold without ever giving it a second thought, until now. As I sit here and contemplate why this has happened, I can only feel the guilt of losing such friendships built up inside of me. I have no sympathy for myself whatsoever because clearly I’m the one to blame. Honestly, I’m afraid to admit this, but I’m okay with that.

I grew up a fucking screw up. 

Francis Kyle x Bosco.

Anything! my dash has no photos worth my time & it's disappointing. What kind of body? 

I’m sorry to hear that. T2i unless a another Rebel comes out which tops that. Sold my 40D and I feel like recording some shit in my life so, we’ll see how that turns out. I have yet to see some shit on your end so I’ll be on the look out.

Lemme see some pictures! it's eyecandy, i swear (: 

Hahaha pictures of what though? I haven’t shot anything in a minute. Plus, I’m due for a new camera body, which should be soon.

Hey (What do you prefer to be called? Franis? Kyle? J? Lol.)

I was just curious as where are you going to college and what kind of loans you're taking out to go there? Also how has life been now that you're the big 2-0?

Stay Up(: 

Sorry for replying late. I was on the plane back to Jersey. Anyways, my friends call me Francis. Fam calls me Kyle. Some say FK. It really doesn’t matter as long as I know you’re addressing me.

I attend St. John’s University in Jamaica, New York. As for my loans, standard FAFSA shit. Federal Direct Parent Loan and a Federal Direct Unsubsidized Loan along with a small scholarship to keep my GPA up.

Life hasn’t drastically changed much but I’m always anticipating and expecting change regardless of what age I am/will be. I’m just trying to get my shit together and make sure this money I’m using isn’t going to waste you know?

"To love and let go is never the design." 

- Kenna

"Am I changing right before your eyes? Becoming someone you don’t recognize?" 

- J. Cole

See my desire for the lust fucked up what was love.